Showing posts with label snowdrops. Show all posts
Showing posts with label snowdrops. Show all posts

Wednesday, 1 January 2020

Reflections and moving forward...

I am left with a strange sense of not knowing how to remember 2019. There were trips to Edinburgh, Harrogate, Canterbury, London and Bristol - each with special moments with friends and family. Walks on sunny days and crisp cold days. Gardens and galleries. A homecoming, an engagement and a graduation.












And the loss of the family anchor, whose quiet strength was much more the glue to our family than any of us realised, my dear Mum...


She is missed every day. And I have to remind myself she is with us every day too. I see her in the mirror, I hear her in my voice; she is in my rituals - my knitting and my baking, even the household chores. You don't realise how much of a 'way of doing' you absorb without even realising. The void has been huge over the last week - she was a keeper of Christmas traditions and the focus of family gatherings. Some I continue because it feels wrong not to, others I can't manage without her. Or at least, not yet.

And as this new year starts, with 5 months gone by, I know she would want me to find positives. So today, much like last year, I walked. And found blue skies and early snowdrops. 




Redefining life with familiarity, step by step.

S


Saturday, 31 March 2018

a long winter...

A somewhat belated post... but it feels like the cold weather is endless this year. A few weeks ago the sky was blue so, desperate for some sunshine, I took myself for a walk up on the coast. Looks were deceptive though - there was no warmth in the air and within a few minutes my eyes were watering and my hands so cold I could barely use the camera!


Cley Mill looked lovely across the marshes though...


...and the low sun lit up the tidal pools...


The path was icy but a patch of snowdrops gave promise of Spring on the way...


...and then within a few days winter was back, with a vengeance...



My leaky gutter issue became a bit more apparent!


but my friendly robin was happy to take advantage of a bit of unwanted fruit cake...



The snow didn't last that long really but it is still mostly wet and cold and a walk into the city today was a fairly dismal affair, guaranteed to make me want to retreat to the warmth of my living room and curl up with a book...


Definitely ready for winter to be over. Beginning to feel like a hermit...
S x


Monday, 16 January 2017

Reflecting...

Friday 13th January, Norwich

The view from my clinic room window on Friday morning...


We are really not very good at winter weather are we?! Norfolk is not known for a lot of the wet stuff (apart form the odd threat of lowland flooding of course!) but this bit of snowfall on Friday put lots of people into a blind spin. To the amusement of the lovely Polish girl in the back office who kept exclaiming 'Seriously! This is not snow!'. I guess if you are used to Polish winters it must seem funny that a dusting can cause so much consternation.

Saturday 14th January, River Yare & Whitlingham, Norwich

The next morning was a complete contrast. It doesn't feel as though we have had many of those bright crisp winters days, and I thought it wasn't going to last, but after a quick burst of sleet late morning the sun came out again and I felt a sudden urge to escape the house with the camera.

The pull of water and reflections is always strong for me and I am lucky enough to be a short distance from the river that runs through the city. I obviously didn't get the exposure right on this because I managed to bleach out the top of the photo, but it was the reflections of the branches that had my attention. I love the slight distortion in the ripples.


This stretch of riverside has seen a huge amount of development over recent years, with new buildings springing up next to what were once dilapidated old factories and warehouses. There is still a fair bit of building going on and, generally speaking, I think it has been done sympathetically and has turned what was a pretty dubious bit of the city into a much more pleasant area. Whether any of the homes in these 'regeneration' schemes are remotely affordable is another matter - I feel for those the age of my sons who are struggling to find a way into independent living, either rented or otherwise, and conscious of the fact that Norwich is still really not the most expensive place to live.


A little further on, more reflections...


...and a few early snowdrops on the riverbank...


...before coming out behind the cathedral with its distinctive spire against the blue sky...


The path continues along the river and I decided to keep walking as it was so beautiful, the sun already dropping in the sky and casting long rays through the trees...




On the way out of the city I love these buildings with their pretty windows and ornate brickwork, albeit in varying states of disrepair now...


Whitlingham Country Park, an outdoor activity park built on the site of an old gravel quarry provides a place for walking, cycling, water sports or just enjoying the woodlands and nature. A visitors centre provides a cake and coffee stop if needed too. I just opted to walk, squelching a bit here and there but enjoying the chance to stretch my legs and appreciate the surroundings. Believe it or not, these are fields - the recent high tides and snow making them look like an extension to the broads...


Looking through these twisted branches to where there is usually a path across the grass, frequented by dog walkers. Some of this was frozen and I did see one or two hardy 4 legged types skittering across the ice.


A dyke runs more or less parallel to the great broad, utilised by the rowing club who were out practicing (didn't envy them actually, the water must have been icy)...


They whizzed through my photo leaving a trail of ripples in their wake...


Sunlight through the grasses at this time of year gives a particular kind of glow to everything...



...and as it dipped lower...


...from the other side of the broad the contrast between the golden vegetation and the grey of the water was striking...


By the time I got home again I had been walking for best part of 3 hours and covered almost 9 miles, a bit chilled but counting one or two blessings and reminding myself I must keep this up!

S x

Sunday, 30 January 2011

panto season...

Oh no it isn't! Oh yes it is!!

At least it is in our neck of the woods! Or rather was - today was the last day of the 3 week run of the local am dram production of 'Mother Goose' and we went along this afternoon with R's cub pack for the annual dose of very Local fun and entertainment. Terrible jokes, inappropriately placed songs and some seriously dubious acting! But there is something incredibly endearing about the familiarity and ritual of the panto - the same characters appear each year and the ad libs are always topical and intelligible only to those who live in the vicinity so there is a certain sense of belonging. And it is impossible not to laugh so you do emerge (after 3 hours seated on the less than luxurious church hall chairs!) with a feeling of having been uplifted.

Ridiculously, it also made me feel decidedly emotional - I seem to be prone to tears at the slightest provocation these days and I can't even really say what it was that set me off today! Maybe the enthusiasm and commitment of everyone form the ladies that manage front of house to the teeniest of the dancers? Maybe the fact that I can't quite believe that half of the cast are now young people that I can remember hearing read when they were 4 and 5 year olds in reception? I don't know... but all in all an enjoyable afternoon.

I have to just show you this...


I am aware that this might appear to be something of an obsession but I just can't quite believe that at last I have something that might be beginning to be an established Snowdrop Clump! I am up to a grand total of 10 now! Not much, I know, but more than 3 times any previous year!!! Wish I had a better camera, this in no way does then justice - they are really pretty little flowers with delicate green tints to the white petals.

And these...


...were my little treat for the weekend. The light today has been dreadful again so these are in the light of the halogen bulbs in the kitchen which alter the colours somehow, but they are truly cheerful. I am actually feeling quite pleased with myself because the tulips were half price and the chrysanthemums and carnation were 'recycled' from last weeks bunch! (This is me trying to justify flowers which R is not convinced count as an Essential - I disagree!)

We are doing our best to do Frugal Living for a bit - this has meant living out of the cupboards as much as possible (apart from fresh fruit and veg) and has been remarkably liberating. To my surprise, the significant reduction in meat consumption has barely raised an eyebrow and the men in my house tucked willingly into lentil dal tonight with what I can only describe as enthusiasm! Whether tomorrow's kidney bean lasagne will be so well received has yet to be seen... Personally, I could happily live without eating meat at all but I can't be doing with cooking different meals and don't feel I can deny my meat lovers all the time!! I am hoping that if we are a bit careful for a few months we might get back on track - a combination of a few big car bills, extra gas bill (we have no mains gas and LPG is soooo expensive - cold weather not good for so many reasons) and expensive Christmas and New Year (lovely houseful of people but they all wanted feeding and watering!) has rather left us scraping the barrel in terms of cash flow.

I am currently waiting to go and collect son 3 from the 'post-panto' party and trying to resist the temptation to whack the heating up - its frosty out again tonight and a bit chilly indoors now the heating has gone off. I have been enjoying the cosiness of my growing big ripple blanket...


It is slowly growing and big enough now to add a bit of warmth while I hook! I promise the colours don't look so dingy in reality.

I am also resisting the temptation to indulge in a little sloe gin...


Doesn't that just look inviting?!! I have made sloe gin in the past but this was some given to me by a lovely lady that I used to look after and is a gorgeous ruby colour. This was last night's little tipple and was lush! Its probably a rather bigger 'tot' than I should use for sloe gin... but I love this old glass, and it was Friday night and end of a mad week...

One last look at my flowers before I go to collect son 3...


I do LOVE flowers!

Til next time...

Sx